Okay,It was a terrible covid 19 season and I passed my 10 th standard withou studying with 83% with one of the most toughest syllabus ever built. Now my dad made me join a CBSE school for my higher secondary education, the school was nice I kinda liked it and was exited, but there came the covid 19 again. At first I thought It was good so that i won't study but pass the online exams with the help of google and other educational sites. The online classes were fun even though I didn't attended a single class I was so addicted to games moreover I'm a football fan So I was hardly addicted to E football, I can't survive even one day without that game.

And there came the bad news ,the covid 19 has been officially ended in our areas and the school is reopening next month starting off with the exams. Oh fuck,I have no idea about anything on my syllabus, my text books were like brand new even after one year, I just don't know what to do .As I am born in an indian family, the indian parents are like, if you study good ,you'll get all the freedom in the world. But if your academics are bad you are just not their son/daughter seriously. But I played games as usual, but after every 10 minutes I'll think of my parents and exams and the mood was so horrible, but I still didn't care much, I played and played and played all day without opening my text book. Like, FUCK what am i even doing, I used to study well before online classes, that days was so horrible that every brown indian guy can relate.